i am a writer. SubhanaLLAH! How far from imperfections is ALLAH?!
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful
Indeed, writing is a miracle.
For aeons, I searched far and wide
I searched deeply for that which I've been called for.
“What could it possibly be?”, I asked perplexed.
Indeed, how far from imperfections is ALLAH?
It turns out it's a truth I've always known — writer.
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Writer.
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That is what I am.
That is who I am.
I am a writer.
It is so simple.
So close.
So clear.
Yet, I couldn't see what I am and have always been.
I've never tried to write. I've just always been writing. So it's feels like nothing to me.
I had no idea — I didn't realise that there were people who were looking for how to write.
Yet instead of calling me a writer and making a living out of writing.
I was doing all these “” things.
Indeed, writing is great.
Verily, it took me so long to see what I've always been.
It didn't come to me.
Certainly, it didn't come to me too easy and it didn't come to me at all.
It is who I am.
It is who I've always been.
Indeed, ALLAH is The Most High.
The Best of Planners.
The One who has allowed my work to be distributed in ways that no other work has and all praises belong to HIM.
For I would've never made URL-BOOKS up if I've always known the truth that I am a writer.
SubhanaLLAH! Indeed, How far from imperfections is ALLAH?!
And all praises belong to ALLAH, The One who withholds and reveals as a source of mercy.
Verily, HE has blessed me by preventing me from realising it — the truth — that I'm a writer until the time is right.
What a truly Divine path it has been.
All I was trying to do was create an online education business as a knowledge worker.
And when it was all said and done, what I ended up creating was an online publishing business as a writer.
SubhanaLLAH! How far from imperfections is ALLAH?!
And all praises belong to ALLAH, The Most High.
The One who saved me from my extreme anonymity and the desperation to hide and have other people distribute my work for me anonymously.
Indeed, all praises belong to ALLAH.
For, in writing, I get the satisfaction of conveying my thoughts at the highest level.
However, we plan and ALLAH plans and ALLAH is the best of Planners!
Sincerely,
Hamidah Sẹ̀gílọlá Abbas (HSA•👑) | Author, Polygamy Ijma'a
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Afterthought: By the way, if you see grammatical mistakes here then praise Almighty ALLAH who hasn't created humans with the capacity for perfection.
Certainly, I'm not an English teacher. I don't even speak English in my day-to-day life.
I'm a person who has always been writing.
You can call me “a writer”.
But I'm never the type of person that works on getting better at writing. I've got things to understand and research. Writing is only an inevitable consequence of a mind that never stops seeking answers sincerely. Permanently curious. I write not because I want to write but because I have to. So I'll write. I have no choice in this matter. I don't care about grammar. As long as you get the light of understanding through my work and words. I am satisfied.
Therefore, before “writer”, I am a light worker. A thought artist. A person of answers.
Verily, understanding is light.
And all praises belong to ALLAH.